Hunger at the Heart of Empire
At Union Station, Washington, DC’s central transportation hub, I sat outside a café, not so much to pass the time as to delay it, when a young black woman with a disheveled appearance walked past my table. My eyes instinctively followed her, not with the surprise one might expect, but with a sense of curiosity. There was something about her presence that seemed at odds with the prevailing surroundings.
A book, Sakhalin Island, by Chekhov rested in my hands. I paused, lifting my head above its pages to keep her in sight. With two or three brisk steps, she approached a marble-clad wall beneath the station’s soaring vaulted ceiling.
This station is one of the outstanding examples of late nineteenth-century Beaux Arts architecture. Designed by the renowned American architect Daniel Burnham, it reflects an academic style inspired by the Arch of Constantine in Rome. The station’s main hall is cylindrical in shape, rising to a height of 29 meters and stretching nearly 60 meters in length.
The woman in a ponytail was dressed in black. Her upper garment, resembling a sleeveless vest, exposed her underarms and part of her large breasts. It seemed she was not wearing a bra. When she reached a large black trash can outside the café, she did not hesitate. She plunged both hands into the bin. She looked hungry. It was as though she had come from far away in hopes of quenching her hunger with the scraps of food that travelers had discarded there.
Suddenly, I was struck by involuntary memories of street children in Kabul. Many times, I had seen children collecting leftover and spoiled food from piles of garbage with their small, fragile hands and eating it right there among the trash, one bite after another, simply to ease their hunger.
What difference is there between those children in Kabul and this Black woman whose hunger has drawn her to a trash can in a train station of one of the wealthiest cities in the United States? One suffers from the poverty and injustice that result from years of war and bloodshed, which have often been imposed on her through colonial powers, and the other suffers from a systematic injustice where her government, instead of spending the taxes of its subjects on the welfare of society, uses them to wage wars on countries around the world.
This station lies less than a mile from the US Capitol, where some of the most consequential decisions are made regarding who will have access to justice, freedom, equality, and basic rights. It is less than two miles from the White House, where the most powerful person in the world sits at the helm of the deadliest military on earth, spending billions of dollars while making decisions about war, invasion, and the killing of people whose faces they may never see, even thousands of miles away.
Yet in the heart of the rich imperial power, people are still hungry. To relieve that hunger, they scavenge through the discarded leftovers and food waste found in garbage bins outside restaurants and cafés.
Only a few seconds into her scavenging for food had passed when I heard a woman’s voice behind me:
“Excuse me, you don’t need to rummage through the trash. Come here, I’ll give you half of my sandwich. I haven’t touched it.”
Without saying a word, the woman pulled both hands out of the pile of trash and quickly walked past my table. A few seconds later, I saw her carrying a cardboard sandwich box, moving away with hurried steps before disappearing into the crowd.
I found myself wondering why she had not eaten the sandwich right away. Then I thought to myself: who knows, perhaps she was taking that half sandwich home to her children who perhaps are hungry too, or a partner who is waiting for a bite.
Rather than calming my mind and heart, these thoughts unsettled me even more. Now, an hour after the incident, as I sit on a train bound for Philadelphia writing these notes, I want to say this: witnessing systematic suffering is a profoundly exhausting and heartbreaking experience, not because of the nature of suffering itself, but because of its systematic and global nature.
Note: this is a translation of a post initially written and published in Farsi on my Farsi blog,


